Thread:WillTheArthurandBusterFan5050/@comment-26056985-20150201220350/@comment-24669562-20150204015805

Thanks for the reply and you're welcome.

You know, I guess what I did was immature and I should not have said "Buster Stealer Baxter." And you're right, I do need to control my temper. I'm not only Christian but one of Jehovah's Witnesses. No I'm not perfect, no I'm not better than anyone else, but those are no excuse for my behavior, and if you're a Bible Reader, these are scriptures I try to practice: Matthew 7:12 and Luke 6:31, and I failed to follow those scriptures, shame shame shame on me. And I hope I practiced Romans 12:17- to end of chapter. It's not easy and it's tempting to disobey that scripture among other scriptures. I've had people talk to me much worse than you have and give me the finger and I've been cursed at and it hurts. But fighting back is not the answer, I know from experience and the Bible forbids it, both of which are the reasons why I didn't fight you back and talked nicely to you instead, and I'm usually nicer than what you saw.

And my mother not only raised me Jehovah's Witness but raised me to be nice and respectful to others (she didn't make me choose the religion, I made that choice.) And I've lost lots of fights I got into and I don't feel good after a fight and after yelling at anyone, even if I'm right. I shouldn't be a coward, but I shouldn't be haughty or prideful either, also scripturally forbidden. When you're prideful, you only make your life harder and it affects those around you, I speak from experience. I don't enjoy being picked on or walked all over or bullied, but I also don't enjoy upsetting others or having a guilty conscience.

By the way, I respect your religious beliefs, I'm just sharing where I stand, how I should be and as a person, and unfortunatley where I failed if I did.

And you're right, no stealing from anyone allowed, agreed.

I don't know what's on your mind and cannot read your heart, but I understand if it will take time for me to get on your good side. I must and will admit to you and millions of others that I'm not a very easy person to deal with. I mean I am nice, usually, but I don't claim to be an easy, responsible, person and sometimes I do have trouble with others or feel like others will have trouble with me. I'm not saying this to make you feel sorry for me, but I have to warn you I'm not one of the best persons ever, and I hope I'm not one of the worsts either. I'm also shy and asocial and I do have mental and emotional and psychological problems. I have Asperger's but I know that's no excuse for my behavior, I've been on earth for more than 29 but less than 30 years, I'm getting old! (No offense to anyone older than me, I feel old) and I suffer from anxiety, O.C D. and on occasion, depression.

I hope I'm not scaring you off. I really hope not. And I will continue to work on my humility, even in the hardest of situations. Won't be easy, but I want to come out with a clean conscience, the knowledge I did right, and not feel worse than I have to. And believe me I could have been better than I was over my last almost 30 years of life, okay I'm going to stop talking about my age now, I'm bummimg myself out.

By the way, if it's all right with you, I would prefer not to put up a selfy. I used to not mind people knowing what I look like, but after some bad experiences, and to cut down on anymore similar experiences, I don't post pictures of myself online anymore or tell people what race I am. I also don't give my middle or last name or contact info. And I don't encourage or recommend anyone doing what I said I don't do (kudos to you for witholding your middle and last name.) I'm satisfied with people just knowing the following:

My first name William I'm Jehovah's Witness I live in Tucson, AZ I'm autistic and deal with other mental issues I'm from Gary, Indiana This is all I'll share for now. I do tell very few people what race I am but I'd rather not share it at this time.

Feel free also to check out my fanfiction.net profile and Deviant Art, I have many Arthur stories and some Arthur artwork, much of which I also put on this website. You can access those through my profile on this site.

I'll be quiet now. I talk too much, or write too much, and I'm much better at writing and typing than I am at talking with my physical lips.

Later. Thanks for the nicer note. ;-)