Thread:Scrooge200/@comment-24669562-20191019054738

Hi Scrooge, Atomic Light, DJ MC CJ, and whoever else is an admin.

I commented on Arthur Read fan's comments on "When Duty Calls," that much is true, I even left a long comment.

But I didn't know I was making Arthur Read Fan uncomfortable and I didn't mean to give him the impression I was harrassing him!

Where it now says "COMMENT RETRACTED" I originally wrote "I'll have to read this again and give a better comment, but I like this idea! I especially like number 3! Very nice!" But after reading what ARF said about me, I decided to, like I said, "retract" the comment. But I'm leaving the other comments up so you can see them yourself and so that you can see Arthur Read Fan isn't lying to you.

Once again, I unintentionally messed up and unintentionally made someone else uncomfortable and after reading what was written about me, now I feel sad, hurt, and embarrassed, but I'm turning myself in to reinforce what Arthur Read fan said about me. Yes, I admit I left some comments and I admit I got a little personal, but I didn't know it was such a big deal.

And like I said, I'm having a bad day, I almost want to cry right now because I was yelled at by my mother for something else I did that I kind of knew wasn't a good idea but I thought I did right by offering some money for what I asked for (I wasn't trying to bribe anyone! I don't feel good today, I'm in pain, my back is killing me, and I didn't think I could cook today, which is why I asked one of my neighbors to offer me food and I was going to pay money for it, I wasn't just going to ask for free food!) And I ran myself ragged today too trying to do favors for my very sick mother while I have health problems myself, I was just diagnosed with Peripheral Neuropathy and I've been tired from running errands today and yesterday, and dealt with the stress of trying to troubleshoot a problem with my brand new computer I got Tuesday!

"And we care, why?"

Okay you may not care but I've been through so much lately and to get yelled at or complained against in one day while dealing with health problems and other things, and dealing with low self-esteem and being easily humilated and being as sensitive as I am, plus past problems I've caused on this wikia and where-have-you, and being made to feel like I cannot do things right or finding out a well meaning thing I did was stupid, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I just wanna cry right now!

But look, I'm sorry if what I did was wrong, I'm SORRY!

I quit Wikia back in December 2017 for a problem on another wikia and with another wikia user, well, an admin, and how I reacted to it, which was not cool, but thankfully I got the name wrong so the person didn't get it then. And I think I quit because of personal problems and other reasons but I decided to come back last November. And I admit I can be annoying and a handful and immature (kind of another reaason why I left Wikia) and I have knowingly done some stupid things, but this time I didn't mean to hurt anyone.

I don't know what I should do now. maybe I should take the next three weeks or so off this wikia. In fact if you want, go ahead and block me from this wikia for the next three weeks or month even. This won't be the first or second wikia I've been  blocked from.

I'm just gonna go now. Good night! 